December 2009
22 posts
'o9
So.. 2oo9 is coming to an end. Another year.  gone. this year was… painful brilliant different.. from any other year. It’s been quite the year.. I’ve- lost so many people gained others. painful I learnt that dreams are hard to reach, goals are hard to touch and it takes a lifetime. that true love is.. so hard to find. Mistakes lasts forever within your memories ...
Dec 30th
“A relationship is based on trust//”
– Danny Wen
Dec 30th
it’s quite pretty isn’t it? Life.
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
&&&.. I don’t trust my past.. …
Dec 28th
&&.. I don’t trust myself anymore..
Dec 28th
i think, i think..
we’re cool for now it was just.. another dose of paranoia.. it hurts.
Dec 13th
maybe
Maybe it’s because of me? I’m too… silent too.. tired to do anything about it.. to fix us.
Dec 13th
please..have a heart.
Dec 13th
instead of..
Instead of sulking. why can’t you just take the time we have together… and cherish it and use it wisely and love it and be happy . Instead of being pissed off by how little time we have together in the future why can’t you just… Talk to me properly? Ignore the whole idea, we’ll both have to face it Know that I’m hurting too.. don’t just deal...
Dec 13th
People are like art exhibits.
trashcans: gatekeeper: brainfood-: A shallow person stumbles in and labels all the paintings on display “Messy” or “Meaningless,” but if you stare at the images long enough you can see that they’re filled with great power and passion as well as intelligence. Just like people.
Dec 12th
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Dec 12th
Dec 12th
hang in there.
hang in there. We’ll all pray for your being we will pray for you.. to bring you happiness to bring you.. to yourself again so no more hurt can shatter you so that nothing else will bring you down .. We will pray for you and walk with you through all your hardships through all your pain everystep of the way . hang in there..
Dec 12th
fear
scared of being alone all alone so.. afraid of being broken broken in little bits and being.. lost forever
Dec 12th
ups and downs~. See how love can make people… so weak? so confused so.. upset? . I see all that now. but.. it’s all worthit
Dec 11th
“Sometimes being special sucks.”
– Glee
Dec 10th
Dec 9th
it’s lovely isn’t it? when the person who you care about so much. So fucking much brings silence to my life . pure. whitenoise. . &&how it hurts so much.
Dec 9th
Dec 9th
after. .everything
Dec 9th